It has dawned to me that I have just about TOO MUCH. And yes, indeed it is quite possible to have too much. How? Well, I tend to think of ideas and like prep for it to happen and then, it hits me on my face. My face?!? Who can actually help me? And then when I recieve no help or do not get what I actually planned for… I get so frustrated and send emails like CRAZY. But this does not happen like everytime, I am just drawing from past-experiences. The best thing I would say is just to write, educate yourself in stuff which are somewhat ideological, watch films and intern/ do work experience for people who you aspire to be.

TOO MUCH ambition can lead to self-hate, something I wish not to experience. Make and ask opinionative questions. And once in a while do a self evalution, what have you done recently for you to achieve your dreams— goals/ targets. Who is making your thoughts a little saggy. Who?
